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I’m writing another personal content. This is not just about me, relationships, but somehow about life decisions. Whether I choose to <b>continue</b> or to <b>end it</b>.</div>
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Though, I may not seem interesting to be heard of or to read this content. Maybe??? There’s something that you can learn from it.</div>
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So, <b>I was about to quit my job</b>, because I’m going to study again. I can’t balance a regular job and school activities at the same time [I know my limits]. I know if I can do it or not.<br />
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My decision was based on my experience when I almost didn’t graduate in a University, due to the fact that I need money to suffice other projects in school. However, I need to sacrifice one subject in order for me to continue. But then I did (graduate), I was given a second chance by my professor. </div>
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This experience of mine scared me, my health was compromised and even my time with my family when I was a working student. I just...don't want that to happen again. </div>
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My current job doesn’t really consume my time. However, since I’m too far from home, calculating the time and effort was a big impact. I was overthinking these past few months on what to prioritize. I send my resignation to my manager andddddddddd….[something happened]. The next day, the boss of my boss [<i>lol I don’t know what words to use</i>]<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">  </span>talked to me about my resignation and provided me options. Instead of resigning, I was told that they can request to adjust my schedule at work. It was a good thing though, it delayed my enrollment. So what happened next is… I just decided to study online but after a few months, I decided to really quit my job.<br />
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And then, <b>I was about to quit in life</b> [<i>not end my life</i>]. You know.. my current life now. Quit on everything that I’m doing and what I really want. I always fail even though I plan it carefully and make sure to remind myself every day for what I have to do in order to accomplish it.</div>
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<b>I finished this thought of mine</b> about work, pressure, and expectations! And <b>I start to accept the fact that, not all the time everything will go as you plan.</b></div>
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<b>I was about to continue another journey</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>that might end my relationship with my family. But instead, I think about the possibilities of what could have happened to my siblings <b>because of my selfishness</b>, knowing they’re still young and dependent.</div>
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I can’t help myself with overthinking and I know it’s the root cause why I get this feeling – <b>exhausted from everything</b>. </div>
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Tough times are coming even in the midst of your life, where you are already suffering from a grave problem and then here comes another one! A never-ending journey. Well, it might seem impossible to knock that down, but things will definitely work out.</div>
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End it or Suffer

Judes Biajedor April 15, 2020 Health and Mind Literature

I’m writing another personal content. This is not just about me, relationships, but somehow about life decisions. Whether I choose to con...

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<b>In 1936</b>, a beautiful girl was born. Her name is Alberta [<i>my grandmother</i>]. She was married to Jorge [my grandpa] and has three kids. I’ll tell you why I put “A mother always forgives”, as a title of this blog post. </div>
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<b>You know that all mothers care for their children. Well, it may not be all the same, but they do care</b>. [<i>I can guarantee you that!</i>]</div>
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My grandma’s eldest son which is now 55 years old still depends on her. My uncle doesn’t have any work or business to fulfill his needs and wants. </div>
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My grandma is 83 years old. Each year of her life, she gets to experience the pain of taking care of my uncle. This is absolutely not her responsibility anymore, but his.</div>
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We were mad at him for being so lazy and stubborn. My aunt tried to help him, but he just wastes everything. He spends his earnings on liquors and cigarettes. It came to a point that we no longer want him to stay in my grandmother’s house. BUT my grandma let him stay.<b> Even though he is scolding her, cursing and threatened her ALMOST every day, she forgave him.</b> <b>There’s no amount of respect or even a bit of help just by cleaning the house.</b> [<i>SHE STILL FORGAVE HIM</i>]</div>
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We’ve tried so many things like offer to sell the house and move with my auntie. Buy my uncle a house, so he’ll stay away to our grandma, BUT…. She declined all of these. </div>
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I don’t know why… I find it really hard to understand. It hurts to see that she’s okay with all of these. Maybe, we are not exerting more effort or<b> maybe, the love of a mother cannot be compared to anything in this world. </b></div>
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I suddenly realize the love of my mom. Even if we have<b> made mistakes in our lives</b>, <b>my mom always forgives me</b>, though sometimes it takes months before she talked to me again. [second-year high school!!!!]</div>
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My grandma saw the pain that my uncle is suffering from. My uncle is experiencing the pains of failure as a father, a husband, and a son. These things brought him all of the negativity and became like that.</div>
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<b>My grandmother was the only one who saw these kinds of sufferings that he has and that could be the reason why she always forgives him.</b></div>
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<b>“YOU REALLY CANNOT UNDERESTIMATE </b><br />
<b>THE LOVE OF A MOTHER TO HER CHILD”</b> </div>
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A MOTHER ALWAYS FORGIVES

Judes Biajedor April 12, 2020 Family Society

In 1936 , a beautiful girl was born. Her name is Alberta [ my grandmother ]. She was married to Jorge [my grandpa] and has three kids. I’l...

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I almost forgot who I am.</div>
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I spent more time with you than anyone else.</div>
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I became too submissive that I followed every decision you made in my life.</div>
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Not knowing you’re changing me at my worst while I’m still blind.</div>
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The moment that you lied to me, that’s the time I get to only realize my worth.</div>
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I may never go back to the time before I met you,</div>
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But I’ll never forget how these things happened.</div>
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This pain you’ve brought to my heart, made me learn that</div>
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I should not make a person as my everything, instead of a companion, for better and for worst.</div>
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I tried my best to be your best friend, someone that you can lean on.</div>
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But…</div>
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I became a toy of your ego,</div>
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A trophy like anyone else.</div>
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I know that I’ve told you these things…</div>
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Having a relationship was never easy.</div>
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You need to trust your partner and for some time you have to also part the burden with them.</div>
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Which I thought you have…</div>
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Wishing you well is the most incredible thing that I’ve done.</div>
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Despite you hurting me, lying, and changing me for who I am.</div>
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I still have this kindness in me…</div>
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That...</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For the very last time, I showed it to you.</div>
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I became a strong woman right after this journey,</div>
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I’ll make sure to love myself first before anyone else and live my life to the fullest.<br />
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This Part of Me

Judes Biajedor April 11, 2020 Literature

I almost forgot who I am. I spent more time with you than anyone else. I became too submissive that I followed every decision you made...

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